By Beauty Damned

I don't know but I want to know!!! I'm doing my whole stomping of the feet, hands on hip and everything.....haha.

I'll only give you a hint:
http://www.cannabisnews.com/

OH I C..hahaha...so did you celebrate last night? Or did you watch American Idol?

I missed American Idol AND Twenty Four. It was a damn shame, but it was one of my girlfriend's 40th birthday so we went to this place called "The Russian Vodka Room." There was an open bar, so needless to say, we got tanked. Meant to be home by nine. Didn't make it there until midnight. Couldn't go to sleep without "celebrating" because I am religious when it comes to that holiday. Now at work, it's Secretary's Day (woohoo!) and I am Hung with a capital H. Perfect. How was my Fantasia?

Fantasia did okay, she sang Manilows song, "It's a Miracle" and she did it like she was in church on Sunday, real gospel flavor..it was good. George Huff, I thought did good but the judges didn't like him, said he "sang too many riffs". The redhead John sang, "Mandy"...he's a cute kid but it's time for him to go I'm afraid. LaToya was FABULOUS...she is just so cute too..The judges seem to think Jennifer Hudson is a "real front runner" now..I can't put my finger on it but I ain't diggin her..holy shit can you tell I'm like seriously following this show..haha..

Oh and these things are hard to find but...Alka Seltzer makes tablets called, "Morning Relief" and they really work.

You are not the only one Sandy. It's the number one Water Cooler topic around here on Wednesdays. I agree with you about Jennifer Hudson. She really doesn't do anything for me personality-wise.

Oh I will try and get my hands on some of those.

You know I was just sitting here thinking..isn't partying during the week so much fun? I mean going out when you know you really shouldn't..you got work the next day and of course you promise yourself you'll be in early but that just never happens..you keep looking at your watching, thinking.."okay I can still get 8 hrs of sleep than your down to like 5 hours and still going"...before I got married I used to have the most fun on Wednesday nights..going to work on Thursday hungover was a ritual...but come Friday night I was like, "I just want to watch a movie"..so messed up...

That's exactly how it is. I am much better now than I used to be. I used to do it every week. But in the last year I have really cleaned up my act with respect to partying overkill. Now I mostly wait for the weekends because I enjoy being able to sleep-in when I'm hungover. I used to suffer through some intensely miserable workdays. At some point I began to value my rest and well being during the daylight hours above getting massively fucked up every night of the week. I consider myself mostly reformed. ;o) I rarely go out on Fridays. It's just not cool. Friday is movie night for sure.

For sure..good thing I got married at the age of 22...otherwise my liver would be like a Vlasic pickle.haha

Ha! I got married at 19, it didn't slow me down! That may have something to do with why I'm no longer married...hmmm.

Isn't it amazing what just a few years will do for a persons' maturity level though...I got engaged pretty young before I met Jason but...hell no I couldn't do it..wasn't ready to "give up" my social life.

Yes a few years make a ton of difference. However, getting married again is not on the agenda for me. I may change my mind if children entered the picture, but I don't see any other particularly good reason at this point in my life. My first marriage was problematic to begin with, but the real issues hit when I turned 21! He was a little older than me and wasn't nearly as social. I wanted to go out and have fun and spend time with my friends, he just wanted to be a hermit. Fuck that. Of course, that wasn't the worst of our difficulties, but it didn't help. In my current relationship we are on the same page when it comes to our social lives. It's great. Then again, it's just a healthier relationship all the way around.

You know after seeing my parents divorce and listening to my Aunts tell me how horrible marriage really is..I just never thought twice about it w/Jason. Before him I just never thought I'd actually go through with it. He's pretty old fashioned and I believe that if I had not have said yes to his proposal we wouldn't be together right now. Not that I got married to please him but...anyway I know alot of people who have been together for years and never go down the altar..whatever works for you and Rob is the thing to do. I don't see whether you got that license or not keeps you from having or not having the same old relationship bullshit though. You know how relationships are constantly going up and down..I mean one day I love Jason so much I think I could just die..than other days I could absolutely fucking kill him and just the sight of him makes me ill..haha. btw we're in one of those "down" times at the moment..it'll be all good when he gets back from Florida..I am really glad I married a man that goes away often..I couldn't handle his ass 24/7...NO WAY..haha

Oh I definitely know what you mean Sandy! Robert and I are going on three years in Oct. He can make me so mad one minute that I think I'm going to explode, and five minutes later he might make me laugh and I'll be thinking he's just the most precious thing on earth. I might look at him when he's being obnoxious one minute and think "fucking brat. Thinks the world his oyster." Five minutes later he'll be snuggling and hugging me and I think "what an angel." Such is love. A many splendered thing...which sometimes makes you want to commit hari fuckin kari.

Now..Can I get an AMEN sista!!!
AMEN.